Wishful Thinking

Sometimes I wish that you were dead
I wasn't right to let you go away
I tried to kill the pain inside, but you were always on my mind
No matter where I go or stay

Into the night still falls the rain, even the dogs stay home tonight
Out on the streets, goin' nowhere, just one direction in my thoughts
Love can be magic, it can be a game
Sometimes it's tragic, sometimes a shame
Words were my bullets, emotion my gun
I was a runner, now I'm on the run
Sometimes I wish that you were dead
That is because you haunt me so
I wasn't right to let you go away
I tried to kill the pain inside
But you are always on my mind
No matter where I go or stay
Sometimes I dream my time away and we're together again
Buy I know that can never be and all my hopes are in vain
You were my treasure but I didn't know
You were the sun in my life
Thought I was dying when I realized
There's just one chance to survive